Hello Mark, I am an participant and exclusive member of the neothink society. I did have some preconcieved notions about the group and teachings. However I felt that euphoria in the first book which led me to my decision to obtain the second and third heirloom packages. I guess I am chasing that permanant euphoria. It felt so wonderful to experience that euphoria. Well on to my Q’s. I have a hopeless scenario I am homeless, I pay child support, I don’t make enough income, I sleep in my car and to even make a money mini day I still find myself in this scenario of quick sand all around me. I am always looking for ways to make increase income. I have survival tactics that I continue to live by. I have an Amway business that I am in. Please give me some insights to pull myself out my own boat straps?