Hi, Dear Mark Hamilton,
I have a very big question (for me). I read my three heirloom packages but am going around in circles with the vision 2 of the second package. I did get my Friday night special when I was still under 40 but I had no idea what it really was, just that it made me enormously happy and somehow kept me out of the mainstream of this civilization. It had all to do with physical and psychological health and that in a natural way through consciousness. However, I never really figured out how to be really successful with it that was why I continued (next to my children( in a mainline job activity. When I read the first heirloom package I was absolutely and totally amazed and also realized that in a way I was fortunate and did not get totally wrapped up in this society. I actually had a live climbs of consciousness. Now to my question. I am working again as a massage therapist (although I have a MS in psychology). I had a horrible time finding work and literally almost drowned. After I read the first heirloom package -after which I was really angry because now my eyes where very wide open and I totally and clearly saw the anti civilization- I actually pulled in a low paid high school job and from there quickly jumped through a few more low paid jobs, back into massage therapy. I saw how I can apply the mini day to the little jobs I had but it was not possible to stay there less I wanted to starve on the street. In the massage job however I have no idea how to apply it. I am working alone with the client (their client) I am already doing all the details and I can not really categorize it because I am helping the client. The whole spa is totally organized in specialized jobs and although we the therapists produce the value and make the money, the clerks and managers are the once with the nifty sales and marketing tricks and they are the once who excel a bit. As a therapist I/we have not time or space to pick up the details of sales too. Again I find that the whole shop is so specialized it would be better to just start my own shop for which in a way I lack finances plus I rather work as counselor.
Although I have really made very good progress since I read the heirloom packages, (I actually am able to survive, off my face but still on my knees). I actually attempted to use Frank technique of whispering to an others bicameral mind and had success, just not the one I expected.
There is a next step to better and more exiting work
And I don’t know if I am confused or afraid or (don’t even want to think about this one} resistant.
Since I no longer yell out for help, I tried enticing my right hemisphere but …. had limited success.
What do I do??
Question 2
I am 63 and I still want to have a satisfying loving relationship with a man. You had answered in detail how a man can achieve such. How is it for women?
