At first, I thought that it would be very difficult to find my Friday-Night Essence because I enjoy doing many things. One of my “most fun” jobs was giving presentations to high schools students about culinary/hospitality careers since the energy level was so high and it trained me to be totally in the moment. I also play with designing things and considering different building methods. Since childhood, I have been very interested in art in various forms, but have not taken the time to play with it enough to know if it is my path. Considering everything, I would say that writing is my strongest skill. It is the “something” that I will pursue even when other activities beckon and especially if I have a message to convey to someone. My sticking point has been that I am not sure what avenue to pursue with it. I have long been interested in writing for children…just haven’t taken the steps.
I find your viewpoint on immortality interesting. I always considered myself not afraid of death, probably because living was not consistently rewarding. About five years ago, I had a brief glimpse into a different reality: for about three or four weeks, I transcended the anticivilization and skipped into a state of bliss. Everyday life took on different colors and happiness bubbled like a spring. Then it drifted away…. For so long I have wondered how to re-attain that blissful state. I suspect that your Neothink secrets might hold the key. If we all could live in that state of happiness, as your writings describe and I have experienced myself, we would be ready to live indefinitely.
