I have always been a highly self-motivated, goal-setting person, who overcame many to achieve. Yet both as an employed and a self employed I suffered, was punished and lost much at the hands of the cheaters, since I would never play their game. I remain disappointed over your non-responses to my earlier letter in which I outlined some concerns, and sought assurances.
For the last eighteen months, unemployed I am debt-engulfed, seemingly boxed in with every conceivable way out barred as a result of my impecunious hydra-headed state. Money is the key to retraining and diversification adequate for the employment and services market preparation This is compounded by a deluge of persistent callers with claims of supposed winnings, Added to this are the jitters I feel with each added and unexpected cost requirements of this Neothink journey; these factors amongst others, blur the true value and long term benefits. My total way of life has been impacted, along with my psyche, image, competence and confidence. Most of my normal activities are about dormant. For me an unusual and upside down situation. Truly a corollary of Maslow’s Law.
Always prepared to fight on, with the Construction Industry in decline, my alternative now revolves around putting a thrust into penning continuously publishable, marketable quantity and quality materials that would become a worthy income generator.
The above describes a seemingly ideal situation suited for the outlined Neothink transformation, I can only hope that my turn around comes early in that year ahead, if I am to keep up with the so far known expenditure and basic day to day expenses, much of which comes out of kindnesses.
While I can see the trajectory of the heirloom volumes, I must admit that much of my misconceptions, were probably sown deep in the marketing thrust, hence the feeling of shifting grounds as the methodology path is revealed.
At this time, I am still wobbly and not yet synchronized, so there is a huge gap. In closing how can I further maximize my association with NT to our mutual benefit, as I am sure when I get fully on track I can be invaluable to the Society. I want to know how, when, how soon. I want to realize my fullest potentials
O M
