Hello again. I finished the first meeting today. I must admit I’ve been a little frustrated with my inability to afford all that you offer. You recently sent me offers I could not get, counting the website suggested in the meeting, four offers in all. I feel as though I am failing. I try to tell myself it’s a rut of stagnation, and any day now I will begin to make values again. I am disabled from neck and head injuries, and get paid by Social Slavery (SSI)monthly. I barely get enough money to pay bills, let alone unexpected expenses. I have too much time on my hands, and my efforts still seem deterred. My schedule is empty, and I am still trying to return to college. I have a lifetime goal of earning a masters degree, that I will not give up on. I am intelligent and can walk, but am de-swayed by frustration easily. I have created my own values as soon as I needed money around 10 years old, washing cars and such. The work ethics in the communities I’ve grew up in are some of the best America has to offer. I grew up fast with my parents gone working most of my young life. I’m not lazy, but a textbook underachiever who gave up. I simply needed health care, and a college education. So rather than take another dead end job with no health care, no time for personal enrichment, I got disability. This choice has made things even harder. I’m not benefiting the world or the people I love at all. Pride I feel in taking good care of my self is fleeting, sure I’d make someone a great wife, but I’m a man. The opportunities I see in your material is encouraging, the road I’m on is covered by the desert sand and it is hard to see if if I’m even going in the right direction anymore. I realize you organization senses I bound for great things, and I’ve always believed that myself. The rut I’m in is deep, but I’m breaking free. Money seems to be my largest obstacle, we know it takes it to make it.
All I ask is for is time and a little extra consideration. I possess the perseverance necessary to make it through anything. Opportunity is out there, but I need a partner to achieve my goals. I have an amazing life story for which I haven’t yet achieved the ending I desire. For right now though, I’m stuck, and moving again, which derails my planning further. I really wanted to buy this little house, go to school, and write a few novels that could make a difference to all would read them. Jack London I am not, but this is a goal I’ve had since childhood. If I’m published you may read all about it. For now I lack the credentials necessary, but if you could help me find a co-author. That person would find I am hard working and can comply with any schedule. Thank you for any consideration you can give.
Justin R. Oldenburg
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