confused!

a couple of question. first: why is my mouthly dates on the 9th. of every month where i can’t get-in on the after talk about the mouthly meeting that was aired on a earlier date.shouldn’t everyones date be on the meeting date,
so that all members have a chance at the after forum. second: i’m not much of a sells man and don’t speak well in front of acrowd i get neveus and my spelling is not great. i’m a hands on type of a guy. so how can i make good money with my problems. i have two very small business, and have been a very good ford mechanic for over 38 years. but still looking for a way to make good money to pay the bills and be able to help people. thank you for listen lets free the people and make them all wealthy.