life

I wake each day hoping that i could see a better world a world of change, the world of the future but each day i wake i find my self still in the past i try to talk to those around but it seem like they have no drive in life no peace no happiness they are just waiting for what i asked my self for a helping hand maybe, because i remember when i looked at life the way they did, i have friends that i hang with and talk too but when i see the future they are still in the past. i spend a week seeing if the activities that the people around me do would change but it stays the same like the world is just waiting for their time to die, its like everyone’s program to live such a slow unhappy life style, what kinda world do we live in, i would love to believe that their is someone on the way to change the world but i guess the change starts with me, my life has already been planned out (MH) and i see now that my mind and eyes has been open my whole life i knew that the world we live in was not real, but now i can make a change with the plans i created the idea that i engineered from the new look of the plant too the house we live in to the cars we drive, to the food we eat. but everything i say is planned and there are steps to take me their. i never really like to share my thoughts but i have….