Hi Mark, or Charlie, I am really impressed with these training type meetings more so than reading the books, I have said before I am a disabled army vet vet constant pain, so I am on major pain meds. that I have tried to go without but the pain is so bad I can’t but there lies the problem. when I read I have to keep going back over each line several times and usually still don’t understand it after reading the section and you talk about it here on these lessons, and I go back and re-read them over and over more and more like the finding my friday night essence I think I know I have realized what it is then after these meetings I think I never got that feeling that this is it…. so how do I break out of this type of a slump. I have re-read my letter from you Mark when you welcomed me as your apprentice and inside member. To the Secret Meetings. How special I felt, and how you explain how it will make me and my entire family one of you the wealthy and happy. But I have spent all of my available money on all these books and then I received another letter a couple weeks ago and I sent my credit card Info in and I could not believe it, my bank notified me that I had not enough credit to cover the charge, it was .67 cent shy and they wouldn’t extend my credit because that is how over extended I am with all my other credit cards, I am maxed out. I have been fighting with the VA. over a claim that they granted that I am 100% service connected disabled, but they deny the date that I became the 100% because in 2003 I was told a deceptive lie that my records didn’t sow when I had gotten injured. but the lie was that they had lost my records so they said i had no records indicating that I was injured while on active duty. and that was the first time I had ever tried to do an appeal and thought that I had no case so I did not appeal it until 2010 then I hired a VA rep guy that found out that my records were lost and I had to do a hell of a lot of BS but I finally won my case and received the 100% rating but only went back dating to 2010 when I reopened my case. so now I have been fighting another appeal for the earlier effective date since 2014, and had my hearing in May 2018, and I am still waiting on the results from a appeals judge. so I have taken out loans on my home and did improvements to get equity in the home to get more loans to consolidate all my debts but now all my funds have ran out and have been robbing from peter to pay paul so to speak. and that is why I am in dire need of a good outcome from my appeal and to finally have closure with that, and be able to get on with my life. Now back to the Books, after seeing this letter and reading it again, I realized that there are other books that it looks like I may have missed getting. I really need someone to look at which books I have received and which I still need and then I need to figure a way to pay for them and get them to me. And then finally be able to find away to be smart enough to be able to read and absorb them like you say I should be Mark, I really think the amount of time I have put into reading these books that I do have would come close to how much time went into writing them…… ha ha ha… I wish, all joking aside I know you invested way more time than I ever put into them but it really feels that I should be able to recite back word for word just about every paragraph due to how many times I read them.. So as for the Ten second miracle I really could use some miracles now, with the VA, my finances and the ability to read and understand them the first time so that I can spend my quality time working on the things that can improve my quality of life from my wife and children and grandchildren.
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