Level One Integration

I’m feeling just a tad overwhelmed, The day i received access to this site to attend my Level-one meeting, my computer quit sending sound. No website I could access would allow me to hear any sound, voice, etc.!!! Nothing..!!! Unfortunately it took me a couple weeks to determine and fix the cause of the problem. Now that it works as it should, I finally returned to the website here and completed Level-one..!!! Yay… However, I’m still feeling a bit overwhelmed, and behind. So much information to absorb. It;s all so interesting and so much of it is so new to me. I’m still absorbing everything, as I imagine I will be doing for quite some time. In the accompanying letters I was given which days to attend, but only that I should attend on Thursdays, however, not which Thursday of the month, If it matters, and also to attend at a specific time, i.e. 8PM EDT which would be 5PM PDT for me. I’m not sure that I’ll be able to be able to strictly follow these times, at all times. Also I’m not sure, whether the Thursday meetings are the same as these “Secret Meetings” I just attended. Sorry, I’m feeling a little confused. Some of the information I’ve gotten in letters that accompanied the manuscripts seemed to me to be contradictory, at least to my uninitiated mind. I feel I’m slowly getting some of this information, then sometimes I feel confused. All these manuscripts came upon me rather fast, and frankly, I haven’t had the time to read all of this that I’d like to have had. It’s currently a very busy time for me right now and I’ve had difficulty dedicating enough time to it all. Honestly, I’m way behind, in my estimation. I continue to endeavor to work thru the manuscripts, and truly appreciate your direction where to concentrate some focus in specific areas of the manuscripts to reread, or even read, as I’ve yet to traverse some certain areas you’ve covered even in Level-one.