Hi Everyone,
I’m finally tuned in, YAY!!!
It took me a while to straighten life and really focus on the message here. How is it that person can get so wrapped up in the “day to day” and just surviving, that they could have a whole new world right in the palm of there hands and be too wrapped up to utilize it !?!?!?! My journey starts at 30, 1 year AFTER I read the amazing heirlooms. (smh) I had all the access and kept up with the fees and books, even attended some meetings, and I as bad as I wanted to do this, to be here, I just couldn’t.
I have been an extremely hard worker for most of my life and realized at age 15, if my family was ever going to get out of their rut, I was going to have to be the one to do it. (In retrospect I think “Damn, I wish I didn’t figure that out so soon) You see almost my whole family lived in the a very small 4 bedroom apartment together. My grandmother raised 7 kids by herself and as they became adults and moved out she always kept and open door for them to fall back on, a home, a foundation. I thought back then that that was all you needed love and support right?…wrong? As the men took responsibility for there mistakes, returned home less, made there own money and started families of their own, I realized there was more. You see my grandmother taught my mom and my aunts to be good women and sent all the men to the military to become strong men. Well, “good” and “strong” Ain’t the same thing and at 15 years old I saw the full effects of how good women ended up with nothing unless they found a strong man to provide it to them… I understood then that this concept was ruining my family and quite possibly the world! :-/ what a recipe for a disaster that created. She raised me and taught all the best morals but she never really taught us “how to get our own” as women. My mom, having me at 15 years old, was still finding herself so I spent lots of time with my grandmother. Right around when I turned 15 years of age and my mom and aunts started to figure out that having your own money was key, they began to grind (work really hard) and thats when I began to see the light. I got a job at 15 years old and learned quickly after being in corporate america early, that even being a hard worker wasn’t the “way out” either…In fact its a trap. So at 25, I was just burned out and thinking “I’m supposed to do this shit until I’m how old?…Not Me! I felt like all of those failures and accomplishments were leading to a big bunch of nothing!
So, I began to focus inward, on my spirit, my family, on building my own businesses. And then Neothink happened. And in spite of all the turbulence to get to this point I finally feel like with these tools and who I already am, and what I already know, life can be and is truly great.
I said all that to say if you are here, take it one day at a time, until it clicks, even if its a month, a year or 2 years, come back, tune in and evolve! Good Luck Everyone, Let’s Go!
