Mixed feelings

I confess I refrained from offering my integrations when I first saw the level 1 meeting. I have the three manuscripts but I only read completely the first and I am just passed the half-way point in the second. But before I get into the second level meeting I thought I’d at least leave an integration. One thing that has puzzled me however is that after all the talk and illustrations about integration and “fully integrated honesty” I still haven’t gotten a crystal clear understanding of the meaning of integrations. At best it’s hazy, yet my thoughts about it is that it’s related to bits of information floating around in the subconscious like pieces of a puzzle that gets snapped together by a simblence of understanding and the process continues until an image is deciphered then a series of sections then clusters until a super puzzle is formed that eventually alters the thinking process, improves it, makes it more efficient and quickens it. Well that’s my vague idea about it. Some of the tools described were not new like the three day week and power thinking team. But the “Friday Night Essence” is intriguing and merely needs refining in terms of finding it and doing something concrete with it. Anyway these are some of the ideas I got from the meeting.eoa