Not sure what to do

Mr Hamilton, First I’d like to say thank you for inviting me into the Society, it’s a Great Honor! I’m not sure exactly how I fit in, I’m a 100 percent disabled and unemployable and don’t really know how I can create values for others? I also can barley keep food on my table at this point and can’t afford to pay to join the discussion board web-site right now, I hope that wouldn’t stop me from being able to continue with the monthly meetings? I want to learn all I can to grow as someone who hopes to be able to create values somehow. Thank you for you time. Respectfully Lee