Wild with anticipation, all the while nervous about reaching my potential

Hello, Mr. Hamilton,
Thank you and the members of the Neothink Society for opening up a vast new world for me! Im a 34 yr old, recently divorced mother of 5 trying to balance life in the anticivilization all the while so anxious to make the leap into Neothink with no holds barred. I must re-read & absorb my three heirloom packages so as not to miss anything and to keep up with you by applying the techniques. I am a bit overwhelmed at wanting to make such an important change for my familys sake that Im not able to hone in on my FNE yet.