Dear Mark,
I first want to say that I was so overwhelmed with trying to figure out how to express how much Neothink has meant to me. With all the changes in me I would have to write a book but I know many have experienced several of the same changes and that I was not alone.
The Never Ending Story is the perfect imagery of what happened to me with Neothink. As I remember, the biggest reason I bought the first Neothink book was the part about me cycling in life twice. I could see that I had a pattern. I was stuck in a rut and I needed help to get out. After I read the first book, it was a lot of information to grasp for me even with my college education. Yet, I was so compelled to just keep reading. Things rapidly changed inside of me. It wasn’t until later, I understood that MY Current World had to fall apart to build the new richer one. It was like I was stuck in an illusion of what everyone wanted me to believe that kept me poor minded and finances. I am THANKFUL for the Neothink putting and arrow in it so I could see the reality of why I was on a rat wheel.
I was so called “living” crammed in one room with my two kids after the
divorces. It was about two years after the divorce, I received my first
Neothink book in 2005. At the time I was just thankful I was not out on the street. Then it actually took reading the books to open my eyes to see how bad my reality was. It was like I had everyone pulling on me twelve ways and stepping on me to help all of them. It weakened me to the point, I couldn’t see the reality that I was only given what I needed to barely survive.
Neothink taught me to see reality for what is was AND how to change it. The funny thing is that with all the obstacles I had to conquer to get to living in a duplex with each of us having our own room transitioned like it was no big deal. At times it seemed painful, but I MADE IT that far and I am so proud that I could grow in such a short time to that level of independence after a divorce.
In the last year, I had been operating a mechanical bull in a club. While I
was working there because of Neothink I could see how to run the entire
business and all its parts. It was like I was there prepping to learn what
I needed to learn to be successful in helping my Neothink Family continue to grow and help those around me.
Me personally I NEVER want to go back where I was to the anti-civilization because I never want to live that way again. I am a better person because of all this, better team player, despite how hateful people in love with their illusions can be. I have the capacity to love them and not be destroyed feeling their pain. I would be devastated if Neothink had not found me and I feel Neothink is the best family anyone could ever have. I think of Mark as the Dad I never had.
People that seek the “truth” is a nice concept but too often altered with
religious belief of what is true. For me Neothink gave me the sight of
REALITY and heart of what is going on. I can’t count how many situations it stopped me from creating another problem for myself. I still feel room for growth within me to flow the direction Neothink is taking and am willing to stand strong with my family. I have one Neothink Society member who has been active on contacting me and his love and compassion for us all and uniting our state also means a lot to me.
I have had a passion to always help others help themselves and had been
trying to do it before I met Neothink but the success not always great. The irony is in my thinking before Neothink is I was started to think that way and Neothink confirmed what what I was seeing. This is a huge highlight of why I want to be apart of this family so much and the mentoring. I feel strongly that this will change the world.
I can’t begin to really thank Neothink enough.
Jennifer R.
