I have read all 3 Neothink and Neo-Tech

I just wanted to say thank you. I was one foot in the grave. I have been wanting to contact you for some time now, but fear holds me back from not knowing what to say. Here it goes; I suppose I will start with what's on my mind.

I have read all 3 Neothink and Neo-Tech books. I am an 8th grade drop-out and don't know much about computers. I just don't know where to start. I really wish there was a person I could speak to, to help me and let me know where to start.

I have an amazing story - a life overcoming a childhood of abandonment in and out of foster care and group homes, an abusive husband who beat me and left me in a park to die, and my daughter kidnapped by her father. And a lifetime of addiction.

I am now sober, thanks to receiving the first letters in the mail from the Secret Society. I didn't know where this letter had come from, or why it showed up. All I know is it showed up right in time. I was very suicidal, and I had one foot in the grave. I was spiritually and emotionally dead. I had no hope for the future. I was in and out of jail, caught up in the system, with no money for an attorney to prove my innocence.

You know the story - you wrote it in Miss Annabelle's Story. My story goes on and on, just like Mrs. Annabelle's. I felt as if I was reading my own story.

All my life I just knew that I was going to receive help. Somewhere along the way I gave up on that help ever showing up. Then I received the letter that gave me hope, that maybe I would have a life where I could leave the one I knew behind me - not ever forget it, but make it useful. I had always wanted to be a beam of light to help others out of their darkness.

I have been trying to find my Friday Night Essence. I know that I want to help women achieve their dreams. I still have a lot of work to do on myself, but I am doing what I can with what I have.

I have started a cleaning service, employing women who are working on getting their GED and women in recovery. I am in a 12-step program, and I go speak to juveniles and women in recovery centers and hospitals. I have a very big heart, and I love helping people.

I am happier than ever, and I have a lot to look forward to. My life has changed so much. Thank you so much.

Thank you, Stacy R.