A Mother’s Testimonial

Today is January 29, 2010. But today is today, and that's all that matters. All that matters is now, and the choices you make now. If I could address this to every person in the world who has not had the opportunity to read Mark Hamilton's multi-generational manuscripts, I would.

Two and a half years ago, Mark Hamilton sent me the key to my life. I received a letter from him that said I was special and that I could learn the secrets that would allow me to discover the person I was meant to be.

Now I would like to take you on a journey. This journey begins in February of 2007. On February 3, 2007, I turned 44 years old, and my life at that time was a complete shambles. My second marriage had been failing miserably for the better part of the previous five years.

I had quit my job to stay home and raise my youngest daughter, who wasn't quite two years old. I also have three older daughters, who were at that time ages 19, 17, and 14. Our new car had been repossessed, we were about to lose our house, and my husband kept telling me I needed to turn to the Lord. Everyone had an opinion about what I needed to do.

Stressed to the limit, on February 19, 2007, at midnight, I had to wake my children to call an ambulance. I was suffering a heart attack. The last thing I remember was my kids' faces as they took me from our home on a gurney to put me in the ambulance; most of the next 24 hours was a blur.

I prayed and I prayed and I prayed. It wasn't until I fell into bed exhausted one night that I asked, "What in the hell are we going to do?" Yes, I was praying and swearing at the Lord in the same breath. I drifted off to sleep rather numb, and it didn't seem like I had been sleeping long when I heard a booming voice say to me, "You will have all the answers." I sat up in bed, looked around, and lay back down, waking the next morning thinking it had been a dream, but somehow feeling that the answers would come to me.

The next two months went by and nothing improved, and we decided to let our house go. We had a little more than a month to find a place to go, and we decided to move completely away from the town where we had lived for nine years. On the last day of our move, June 10, 2007, I picked up our mail at the old address for the last time, and in that stack was a letter addressed to me.

I put it in my bag. Once we arrived at the new address, I sorted through the mail and pulled out the letter. I started reading it and laughed, since it said I was special. I folded it back up, put it in the envelope, and set it on the table, but those words, "you are special," kept running through my mind. After the dust from the day had settled, I sat down with that letter and read it through. For the next couple of days I kept it with me and read it numerous times a day, and waiting until the last minute, I faxed it in for my membership. My journey began.

I received my first manuscript in July 2007. I was so excited that I watched for the mail and ran outside every day as soon as I saw the mailman. When I received that book I couldn't wait to get to the house and open it. I sat down, caught my breath, and opened it with the ambition of a child opening a birthday or Christmas present, and I immediately started reading. I became so engrossed that I could not put it down, and my family knew to look for me in my quiet place if I wasn't where I should be.

Reading that manuscript was the key that unlocked me. Then there was a second, and a third. Each of these manuscripts is over a thousand pages, but I would sit and read and read. When I received the last one in September 2007, I completed it in five days. That manuscript is the greatest book I have ever read, and I felt as though questions I had been asking my entire life were suddenly answered. I could carry on now and live the life I was intended to live.

I immediately started thinking about what I wanted to do. My first thought was that I wanted to help others learn how they could be who they were meant to be, and I began some personal research to see how I could achieve that. I joined the Neothink Society website and started interacting with those I knew were of like mind. I discovered a very tight-knit family and made friendships that are amazing.

Also, quite unintentionally, through the Neothink Society I met a man, a Neothink man, who is part of my very soul. This I know. He is from another country, and we have not yet met in person but have been in contact online for more than a year now. This is a story that is to be continued.

I am now an ordained minister, and I have found very worthy material to preach about in Mark Hamilton, the Neothink Society, and the Twelve Visions Party. I am also a certified Reiki Master.

What I want to say here is that I can do whatever I choose to do, because I am a free Neothinker who, through Mark Hamilton's mentoring, has become the person I was meant to be. If I were you, I would want to find out how I did that. I would do whatever I had to, to get my hands on those manuscripts. I would want to know myself, and I would want Mark Hamilton to be my mentor.

I am a proud mother. My children are becoming Neothinkers, including my four-year-old, and it is the greatest gift I have been able to give them.

So what will you do now? If you are taking the time to read this, take the time to find out how you can become the person you were meant to be. It is the greatest discovery of a lifetime. Are you free to make your own choices? Choose the discovery of you, and life will become amazing.

New gifts come to me daily. Next week I will be 47 years old, and I now go after life with the ambition of a young child opening a gift. Don't you want to discover that child of the past?

In Love and Honesty, Deb Hemenway