{"id":66195,"date":"2009-04-02T21:24:29","date_gmt":"2009-04-03T04:24:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.neothinkclubhouses.com\/?p=1107"},"modified":"2023-02-03T21:02:35","modified_gmt":"2023-02-03T21:02:35","slug":"satisfaction-and-self-esteem-into-my-life-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/?p=66195","title":{"rendered":"Satisfaction and self-esteem into my life"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>GARRETT<\/p>\n<p>Minnesota A-Team\u00a0<br \/>\nSt Paul, MN\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>My Testimonial:<br \/>\nFor a long time, I&#8217;ve been challenged to leave behind regrets, resentment, and blame.\u00a0 These have been my nemeses.\u00a0 Last weekend, on the way back from one of my several mile jogs, I began linking together in my mind images from my past.\u00a0 I suddenly saw what I had to do.\u00a0 In my artwork eight years ago, four years before I had seen any of the Prime Literature, and while I was still in High School, I had drawn several pictures and made a painting on which I explicitly questioned (what?). . . I questioned the ubiquitous dishonesties and suffering in families, romances, and the senselessness of certain events in the world.\u00a0 At the time, I merely wrote &#8220;WHY&#8221; on my painting.\u00a0 It was not a reflection of explicit, reasoned thought, but instead a desperate plea.<\/p>\n<p>Now, eight years later, I&#8217;ve come back to painting, and this time with a clear Vision of what I want to present.\u00a0 At the same time that I could now be beginning to bring some profound satisfaction and self-esteem into my life through my own efforts, I also see a bit of a threat to that enjoyment.\u00a0 What is this that distracts my attention and vexes my Spirit?\u00a0 Has an inanimate object, a mosquito, or a penguin become god?\u00a0 Has a human individual&#8217;s life become worthless?\u00a0 This is what I hear and see either implicitly or explicitly around me every day.\u00a0 It is a poisonous atmosphere to be breathing.\u00a0 I hope that big ugly monster that is rearing its head and poking its claws into every facet of individuals&#8217; lives across the globe, and across the span of all of human history may finally be slain, and that we may live in a Twelve Visions World (a free and self-leader world).\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>GARRETT<\/p>\n<p>Minnesota A-Team\u00a0<br \/>\nSt Paul, MN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>GARRETT Minnesota A-Team\u00a0 St Paul, MN\u00a0 My Testimonial: For a long time, I&#8217;ve been challenged to leave behind regrets, resentment, and blame.\u00a0 These have been my nemeses.\u00a0 Last weekend, on the way back from one of my several mile jogs, I began linking together in my mind images from my past.\u00a0 I suddenly saw what &#8230; <a title=\"Satisfaction and self-esteem into my life\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/?p=66195\" aria-label=\"Read more about Satisfaction and self-esteem into my life\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[64],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-66195","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-clubhouses","no-featured-image-padding"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66195","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=66195"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66195\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":66365,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/66195\/revisions\/66365"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=66195"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=66195"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=66195"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}