{"id":47692,"date":"2022-06-10T00:29:14","date_gmt":"2022-06-10T00:29:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.markhamiltonmeetinglevel1.com\/?p=10365"},"modified":"2022-06-10T00:29:14","modified_gmt":"2022-06-10T00:29:14","slug":"overwhelmed-but-getting-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/?p=47692","title":{"rendered":"Overwhelmed but Getting It"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>After attending my Level 1 meeting a couple weeks ago I posted my thoughts on what I have learned so far, but later I realized that I may have missed a point, an opportunity to integrate. I posted that I have difficulty implementing a mini-day schedule because I often feel the need to arrange my tasks around how my body feels, and around the weather for outdoor tasks.<br \/>\nAs I kept pondering and integrating the material you teach, I realized I was giving power to external body sensations, I was making excuses! Instead I need to get to the essence of Truth.<\/p>\n<p>All my life, since my early teens, I&#8217;ve been wanting to know the Truth. Why are we here? Who, what, and where is this God? My family was not religious but they had no answers. So I&#8217;ve actually always looked at life like a puzzle, and I was always eager to collect little pieces, snippets of information, people&#8217;s opinions, and read and read and learn and learn to try to piece them all together to discover the ultimate Truth.<br \/>\nWhile my then-husband was intrigued with ghost stories, UFO sightings, and TV stories that constantly raised &#8220;will God punish us for doing or not doing such-n-such&#8221; guilt, my higher mind finally introduced me to NeoTech, and within a couple months wiped the slate clean, filled me with logic, power, and a clear vision which then lead me to rewarding success in building my own little business. Best of all, I had so much F U N!  Of course my husband didn&#8217;t call it fun. He called it work. To him fun was alcohol, drugs, and entertainment.<br \/>\nSadly and perhaps not surprisingly, things took a turn and as a result of my husband&#8217;s substance abuse I was lead back into mysticism by those around me trying to help me cope with losing my husband to his addictions&#8230;<br \/>\nWhile NeoTech put me on track within a few short months, I have now again spent years trying to get to the essence of Truth and successfully apply all those spiritual teachings&#8230;  I lost my husband, I lost my business, I lost my health. And recently I lost my second husband to mysticism.<br \/>\nUltimately, I literally blew my brain out (I had a brain aneurysm) and through this I lost numerous bodily functions, and I almost completely lost my life. So I&#8217;m one of the few lucky ones, and I&#8217;m finally coming back to understanding that only my mind is in control. We can call it God, Spirit, whatever, but I&#8217;m finally seeing that it is really MY mind. And in this discovery my mind brought me another invitation, this time it&#8217;s called NeoThink, and I&#8217;m once again beginning to feel empowered and getting back on the right track. THANK YOU! Thank you so much for helping me with integrating my puzzle! <\/p>\n<p>I would also like to say, though, that I do feel quite overwhelmed with all the (5) books you&#8217;ve already sent me so far. I cannot keep up with reading them at the rate you keep offering them (with deadlines!) and shipping them to me! Also, I feel overwhelmed by there now being several websites in addition to the books, and when and how I&#8217;m supposed to interact with them. On this website I saw a popup introducing me to mentor Steve and referring to a &#8220;Speak with your Mentor&#8221; section. A simple Ctrl+F search finds no such section on any of the pages I&#8217;ve searched. I&#8217;ve read other students&#8217; comments, some asking questions, but I have not seen anyone answer them. So there&#8217;s probably no use in asking a question here, such as where is the best place to interact with my mentor and ask questions?<\/p>\n<p>So I shall continue collecting snippets and pieces of knowledge and integrating them into my Super Puzzle, watching the picture unfold. Thank you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After attending my Level 1 meeting a couple weeks ago I posted my thoughts on what I have learned so far, but later I realized that I may have missed a point, an opportunity to integrate. 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