{"id":46953,"date":"2016-05-24T17:08:00","date_gmt":"2016-05-25T00:08:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.markhamiltonmeetinglevel1.com\/?p=8645"},"modified":"2022-06-10T00:37:25","modified_gmt":"2022-06-10T00:37:25","slug":"glad-to-be-alive-here-with-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/?p=46953","title":{"rendered":"Glad To Be Alive &amp; Here With You !"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Mr. Hamilton, you opened up the world I have been searching for all of my life. I have been so misunderstood, beaten down by my family, lousy friends..for what I wanted to do with my life. The only<br \/>\npeople that understood, and loved me&#8230;were my grandmother (deceased since 2000) and my best<br \/>\nfriend, even now I met in college. I have been wandering in the wilderness for decades. After losing<br \/>\nall I had (filed bankruptcy 2003) I had to start over, maybe now, I will find myself doing something I really like to do. My goal was to be a ballerina, in my early years&#8230;that is over now. My next goal was to be a<br \/>\ngreat public motivational Public Speaker. I want to travel world wide, build information centers, solve major problems in society, dealing with mental issues. Homeless-Low Self Esteem, Depression, Brain Issues. leading people to throw their lives away. Locations to walk in, and recommend those to facilities for intake. , This will be faith based. I believe in the Bible, it works if you choose to follow and believe in it. I am seek a volunteer street reach minister. My goal is to seek funding for nationwide locations. I want to travel the USA &amp; World, implementing my original programs. I have proven results, over the last 10 years now. Many clients have beat heroin, lifetime welfare, poverty 25 plus years in prison, no job 3-7 years on the streets-homeless, and more. My vision for success takes big money, in the meantime&#8230;I am supporting 3 websites, giving to 18 charities yearly, donating my money to help others, paying on 14 credit cards. My monthly income is 1180.00 Every now and then, I get a few donations. I work with the homeless, and working poor, they have no money. I know only Jesus, and people of God will help and understand me. I am alone, work alone,<br \/>\nhave no one to call or depend on. I pray often, to die or fly away&#8230;something better than this one day.<br \/>\nI see so far ahead of every day life, in so many ways&#8230;can you understand this at all Mr. Hamilton? What is really wrong or right about my life thinking? It seems so out of the norm, to people ? help please ???<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mr. Hamilton, you opened up the world I have been searching for all of my life. I have been so misunderstood, beaten down by my family, lousy friends..for what I wanted to do with my life. The only people that understood, and loved me&#8230;were my grandmother (deceased since 2000) and my best friend, even now &#8230; <a title=\"Glad To Be Alive &amp; Here With You !\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/?p=46953\" aria-label=\"Read more about Glad To Be Alive &amp; Here With You !\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46953","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-secretmeetings","no-featured-image-padding"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46953","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=46953"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46953\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":48596,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46953\/revisions\/48596"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=46953"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=46953"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=46953"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}