Reflective Protective Shield\u2026I always knew what it was\u2026 but I like the name\u2026 I like the do nothing for no one who ? but to stay positive with hope\u2026 no bad thoughts (for) positive thoughts for all ?..If you looked for me Mark?.. the other night, I was aware of this\u2026 don\u2019t quite understand why I would wait.. to see what was going on, but their I was waiting to see what was what. I can face a alot that in the past, I didn\u2019t understand. I know you what me to join more, but that man in my past , asked me to wait for him. It\u2019s so hard but I promised. Tho I don\u2019t know when, I keep thinking soon. I don\u2019t remember all he said, I buried it so deep that only certain words or actions help. Some come as just knowing, others are how could I forget. But to go where it was, I\u2019m lost. It\u2019s like a postcard, familiar yet before, or past it ,I have no idea. So I wait. I worry that it could of been the double ? I feel like a child waiting on promises so long ago. Will it happen or should I go on? I\u2019ve already told it all, even not knowing to who or why. But I have to believe as Lady Blue the protective shield ( like a door) all who pass through will be honest, with truth. And it will gauge all lies & or truth. I will know.Next will be on the wrist devices to the insights of truth & honesty or lies. Lady Blue was very gracious, busy with other things, so here I am taking back history of truth. We must stay true to who we are, pure love, kindness, forgiveness, please forgive me the harm I may of unknowingly caused you all. I\u2019ve felt so unworthy of you all. I only wish to undo the harm I\u2019ve caused, the pain, the suffering. If it helps I wasn\u2019t aware of any thing. But to know this & not know how or why shames me, my pain is real. not even thoughs closest to me know. I didn\u2019t raise them to know. so now I figure out how to reteach them the truths that I know, & not be burned at the stake. Or hung on the cross. I know I\u2019m not the first,to be so mistaken. But to go on & leave behind, I \u2018m not sure to go or wait. You all went on & have achieved so much good. Me I\u2019ve waited not knowing who was who or why, so thank-you again for being you<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Reflective Protective Shield\u2026I always knew what it was\u2026 but I like the name\u2026 I like the do nothing for no one who ? but to stay positive with hope\u2026 no bad thoughts (for) positive thoughts for all ?..If you looked for me Mark?.. the other night, I was aware of this\u2026 don\u2019t quite understand why … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18847","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-longtestimonials","no-featured-image-padding"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18847","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18847"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18847\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37733,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18847\/revisions\/37733"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18847"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18847"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.neothinksociety.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18847"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}