Twelve Visions World

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I’m wondering “why me”. I am currently on disability and not permitted by the regulatory agency that is responsible for intersrare commerce to ply my profession as an interstate trucker, even though I have my blood sugar under complete control and have totally recovered from a heart attacvk and stent placement. I am entering a new career in the health care field and recently certified for the state as a CNA and am currently seeking employment in that field. I am behind in my meetings as I do not have a computer or on-line access at home and only occasional opportunity to use a computer. I have very limited income; due to the mentioned health issues and subsequent unemployment my credit is in the tank. I have good ideas for a business and value creation but cannot begin implemetation financially. You stated in one of your letters to me that you and others had power thought my life and promised possibilties and a bright future. I assume this is akin to remote viewing and I am beside myself trying to find a point of beginning. I really want to find direct member contact here in Salt Lake and a way to become very personally involved in helping bring about the required transition to a NEOTHINK world. I want to understand the ten second miracle(probably a mind set and mind integration process?) but it is referred to moften but never explained in all your literature. So, given my situation and financial impotence, WHY ME? I am not being negative as I clearly see the need for, and crave the change to, a NEOTHINK world. When money allows I will join the secret society meetings(probably when disability pays on dec 3/11) but for now I am seeking a reason to believe I matter or can be effective in helping to establish the world of NEOTHINK and to achieve some prosperity. Where can one in my position begin and, again,(not complaining or unnapreciative as I believe in the true potential of NEOTHINK and sincerely want to be a part of it’s implementation; but) WHY ME? RIGHT NOW I AM NOT SEEING A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL; BUT NEVER GIVING UP AND WILL CONTINUE ALL POSSIBLE EFFORTS TO MOVE FORWARD.