Level 1 comment
It is going to take me a little while longer before I can start getting more involved, including board discussions, the “special” website you referred to, etc. For the time being I am going to go back and re-read some areas in the 3 books, including the ones you mentioned in level 1 today.
As I am a 66-year old, I am also trying to figure out the “why me” part, and I have also had the same feelings as the 85 year old you were referring to.
I am also interested in trying to figure out how you and/or your organization came about in finding me for all this? It will be a while before I see the light on this one, considering my life has been filled with despair, frustrations, worry, disbelief, no faith, no hope, sadness,trying so hard to make good things happen and come my way, and still they don’t. (in every respect).
It’s been nothing but an existence for me since birth, no happiness ever; not to mention just being a ‘second-class citizen”. And at this stage of the game in my life, with what I have had to grow up in and live through, I doubt that will ever change.
Will continue to log-in whenever I can and listen to what you have to say and try to do what you ask. Maybe things will change for me, I wish it would, but we will see. It may take a long time for me.
But like I have always felt, thought and said: by the time the good finally does happen, if it ever does, it will be way too late for me, as I have pretty well lost my desires and abilities, and my life’s dreams have faded, and I am too old to regain what I have always wanted and to do.
If I ever have done any good, anywhere, for anybody, in any way, it is beyond me, as I have never felt it or known it. It is all I can do to just “trying to be me”. And existing.
