Twelve Visions World

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Hello Mark: I can’t help but wonder how and why I was chosen to join the Neothink society. I have not finished any of the 3 books. When I got the 2nd one, I quit reading the first and when I got the 3rd I stopped reading the 2nd. I had a hard time understanding alot of what I read in the 1st book. Should I finish all of the books before going to any of the meetings? I have been in the medical profession most of my life. I have been a nursing assistant, medical assistant and I am also a radiologic technologist. I had to quit my last job at a clinic where I did the lab and took x-rays because I had a daughter with a genetic disorder called Trisomy 18, and there was no longer anyone to care for her. That was close to 12 years ago. She passed away on 2/12/04, just 2 days after her 18th birthday. I went into a very deep depression and neglected a lot of things, but I don’t recall a lot from this time. I see now that I should have gone back to work, but I couldn’t. I tried doing different businesses from home with no luck. I have another daughter who is almost 13. I want so much for her and she needs to change a lot. Perhaps things would have been different with her if I had goone back to work. I have a tremendous interest in Trisomy 18 and finding a cure for it, as well as other childhood conditions. About a year ago, my brother-in-law as diagnosed with cancer. I researched alot about alternative treatments. My father passed away many years ago of cancer too and I wanted to be of some help. Unfortuneately, my brother-in-law wouldn’t try any of the alternative treatments that I had uncovered. I just knew in my heart that chemo was not the answer. He passed away this past December. I am very interested in other areas of medical research in addition to cancer and have thought about writing a book about what I have learned. I just don’t know if it would be best to write a little about each of the things I have learned and put that in a book, or write articles about each and sell them on the internet. I lack a lot of knowledge in regard to how to do this though. I really need to get an income going to pay off my enormous debt. I also need to improve the relationship I am in, or get a new one. I hope it was okay to write so much. I am looking forward to learning everything I can. Thank you!