Dear Mark, I do not know where to begin.  I have so many stories and I know you have probably heard it all! I am such a dreamer, that your letters let me dream again.  I know it is a marketing strategy, but the inspiration that they bring out in me is Amazing!  Sometimes I just have to go back and read them over and ask myself would I buy it again.  You Damn Right!  I Am Loving Life!   I am laughing with life! I also discovered a new me, one that enjoys every second of my new Family Neothink! Now I have to be honest!  I am still working on the Visions and I am always working to become the person I am meant to be.  I have made so many mistakes and am grateful you are that patient parent that really believes in me.  I am also learning the member service area, which I hope helps many members breakthrough as well. I am not sure what I can share with you that you would find a great transformation.  I am still struggle to get to that C of U and make this life change.  I also have gone through a divorce because I would not give up my Neothink and I would not go get an hourly paying job.   I believe I did the right thing, I must not of been in love and I also had a fantasy of the man I wanted so many years ago. I take full responsible for my actions and I know I must succeed.   I have always followed my heart I just needed more confidence in my convictions.  I stopped believing in myself and was always trying to please.  I have been on many journeys and have had many relationships that were not healthy.  I was trying to fix people.   I  needed to fix myself. I am forever Grateful for responding to your letter.   I know my ex-husband wrote me many letters that were built on things he could not make come to be.  When your letters came I had hope again.  I knew I could get through my days and my unhealthy marriage.  I also became more honest with myself and I knew I had to become the person I was meant to be. I also thought my life at 54 was going to be putting up with mystic people, who would make fun of me for dreaming.   Now I can power think and that I use to get scolded as a child for day dreaming.  I would spend my whole day playing with the animals and not want to be around any other people.  I always loved the feel of freedom out in the pasture with the horses, not the negative of the adults talking about each other and acting like fools! I am sharing some things with you because I trust you!    Your letter for the book Forbidden Revelations!! I danced with that book.  I read it many times over!   Why I am bringing this up is because I believed we were moving away from FaceBook and we were going to be on the Neothink site.   I have been under that impression this whole time.    Like I said I am a dreamer and I am somewhat gullible thinking I fell in love and to find out I was being my normal dreaming self.  LOL   I still am searching, I have been in love a few times and I do not believe the feeling was returned.  One was my Sons Father and the other was a Soldier who only had a few weeks with me and had to return to Duty! I have some great Neothink friends!  Thank you Mark again for I truly needed Saved!!   I also find everyday a great adventure!  I do  miss  my  Children,  they  have  not  contact  me because  I am  a  high  Risk  woman  that  is  always  living  on the  edge!   My Son I wish I had Neothink before I cannot express enough  the   Gratitude  of  having  myself  back!  My Child of the Past!   I do want to live Forever! Working  in  the  Gaming  business  many  years,  I wonder if  we  ever met?  I wonder if I met your Dad?  I use to sit behind my Son’s Father when he played poker at the old Hacienda at the end of the strip.  I wore a blouse that is the color of your jacket in the video, that you give the Prime Law Speech.   The Prime Law!    I love you Mark Hamilton for taking so much time to write and make a difference in the World we live in.  I want to wish you and your Family the Best Years Ever!!! Love Always Juanita