In 1999 I was 59 years old when I first received a little booklet in the mail.First I’m going to go off and tell you a story about my life up to the time when I received that little booklet. I was born into a poor family.I grew up in a poor neaborhood,housing prodjects.My father worked as a mover,he would travel a lot.We didn’t get to see him that offten.My dad was known as a big spender-good time charlie.He would like to go down to the local pub and get drunk and spend all his money. My mother was a great lady,I don’t think she was happy with my fathers bad behaviors.She worked a fulltime job and we were on wellfare.My dad being gone a lot,on the road,I think they were claiming to be seperated.I think a lot of families were doing that back then. My beautiful mother got sick with cancer in her early forties After suffering terribly she died.For my family,this was a difficult time.I was fifteen years old when she died.I loved my mother a lot,she was a great lady! My farther tried to keep the family together.The problem was ,dad was never around to be a father.He coudn’t handle the trauma of my mother dyeing and taking care of a family.He mentally lost it.He broke up the home,and we were all left to fend for areselves. I was fifteen years old and I was homeless.I never went back to school.Now it was all about survival.Being in the kind of neaborhood, where being a gangster was considered good. I got hook-up with the wrong people and got in trouble with the law.After spending 30 days in jail,while waiting for trial,I decided that I didn’t want to be a criminal.So I went out and got a job! At some point in my early life I started to change.I decided to seek what truth was.I did a lot of reading.Gistault,philosophy,and at some point in my search for the truth,I came apon a spiritual teacher,whom I resonated with.He spoke of questing everything.He said that all religions were faulse.And that you had to be a self leader.I liked a lot of things he said.He said you have to die to everything you know,and to have a silent mind.He was very interesting,and what he said sounded good.But it didn’t seem like it was working for many people.As I look back now I realize that if he knew about Neothink he could have been more affective. Okay here I am 59 years old and I’m in a bad spot.My health is not good.I’m feeling burnt out.I look at this world I live in and I’m having a hard time finding any meaning any hope for this world.I was never any good at just fitting in,accepting the disorder. That’s when the little booklet showed-up.I opened that little booklet and started to read it.Instintly I felt in my heart or my soul,that this was something different,I just new it. This little booklet opened-up a whole new world to me.Now I have hope again.And in nine years knowing the Neothink discoveries,that hope keeps growing. I know that hope will never stop growing-all the way into Immortality and eternity! Thank you Neothink for giving me back hope.for a man without hope has no life. Tom H.