Dear Mark, I just want to thank you for inviting me to be part of your organization.  I don’t know how you found me, but I am eternally grateful for it.  I have always believed that deep down with Pure Love and Pure Honesty, as well as helping others in any way you can were the virtues of a good life.  I have always tried to be a good person and treat others the way I would want them to treat me, but I have always felt there was something more I needed to do with my life! I am a Mother of two beautiful girls who I am at home raising right now and have a wonderful husband who understands me and admires me for my “Out of the Box” thinking!  You never say, It can’t be done to me”, because I will prove you wrong.  A lot of my family and friends think I am crazy because I do believe in everlasting love and a happy life are possible, even in this Pessimistic world we live in.   Two and a half years ago, my Grandmom and Pop Pop passed away from lung cancer within 3 months of each other.  I was completely devastated because they were my lifeline! I will never forget how much they loved me and the way their faces lit up whenever I would visit them. They always showed me and our entire family pure and unconditional love at all times. I couldn’t accept their passing.  It just didn’t seem real. There was so much more they needed to do and were the glue that kept our family ties together! At the same time, my parents who were married for nearly 40 years were at each other’s throats in a nasty divorce battle over money, anger, and bitterness. I tried to be there for both of them, but they used my attempts to create peace as ammunition against the other one and tried to turn me against the other. For about a year, my Mom barely spoke to me because I would not agree with her that my father was a “Monster” and disown him or my Dad wanted me to tell everyone that my Mother was mentally unstable. This ugliness was occurring at the time of the death of my grandparents.  I felt like the entire meaning of my life got buried with my grandparents! I went into a state of stagnation and depression.  I was just going through the motions of my daily life. I was so distraught that I went to a very well known Psychic Medium who was able to relay messages to me from them as well as my paternal grandparents for whom I wasn’t as close to or even remembered in the case of my Grandfather.  I now knew that their “I-ness” was still very much alive, but on a different spiritual realm. The way they spoke to me through the medium left me no doubt that they had achieved “God-Man”.  My paternal Grandfather who died when I was very young was the most vocal and spoke with great Wisdom.  He was an alcoholic and very volatile man when he was alive, and now he quoted the song, “I Can See Clearly Now”, by Jimmy Cliff to express his newfound wisdom.  He had broken through all the illusions and was trying to convey that wisdom upon me.  He placed a diamond above my head to specify that I have a diamond aura around me that he saw what I was about.  He is even working with my maternal Grandmother to break through all of her “Conditioning” as she put it for her narrow minded ways while she was alive and how she apologizes to my Mom for how she held her back with her preconditioned ideas.  This woman was very wise but was a product of an older generation!  My Pop Pop was finally able to be his Friday Night Essence as a Singer and an Actor like he always wanted to be when he was alive, but had to hold down two jobs as a machinist to pay the bills. He had a voice like Frank Sinatra and a child like innocence that we all loved very much. The last words he spoke to me were, “You’re a Winner Kid!” just before he passed.  I couldn’t stop my tears, and sobbed uncontrollably! This man who had such unwavering faith in me was now gone forever.  I still needed and loved him so much! His message to me through the Medium was, “The world is in your hands, you can do anything you want to. Your mind is your greatest asset, use it, implore it!”  I didn’t understand how he could possibly say those beautiful things about me.  Who was I?  I was just a depressed overweight homemaker trying to raise 2 children, pay the bills with never enough money, and not any excitement about getting out of bed in the morning.  I was like a robot going through the “have to’s” in life.  After that reading, I felt a wave of Peace wash over me and realized that they were all there watching over me and my family and loving us.  All I wanted to do was leave this life just to be with them.  I couldn’t deal with the pain of losing them and the emptiness of my life. How could I feel this way?  I had great kids and a wonderful husband, but I still felt this incredible hole in my heart that no one could fill. I used food to comfort me at times.   Then one day, I received your letter from the Neothink Society that just amazed me with every word.  It wasn’t so much the unbelievable wealth that attracted me, but the thought of true and everlasting love and happiness. I really needed to believe in this, so I purchased all three heirloom packages. Every word just made total sense to me, “What truly is!” I was amazed! Of course my insecurity made me wonder why I was chosen to be given such amazing knowledge and wisdom?  I was so afraid that it was all a big hoax because I receive all kinds of letters in the mail from psychics that claim they have knowledge of my future.  I decided to follow my gut and continue on this journey of knowledge and truth.  I have just finished the last heirloom package and have decided to start a home based business via the Internet to promote health, well being, and anti-aging products to people who want to improve the quality of their lives.  I would have never had the strength to do this kind of thing in the past.  I am still a little scared, but am filled with exhilaration for what will happen next!  I am not sitting back feeling sorry for myself anymore.  In fact, I have lost 20 pounds in about four months.   I want to thank you for renewing my faith for a C of U, and I hope that I can contribute in true greatness to this unbelievable movement towards Utopia!  I know so many people in the world today need to feel the hope that I am feeling right now for an everlasting life of love and happiness!  You can Imagine my feelings of amazement when I subscribed to your web site and saw the image of the world held in someone’s hand just like my Pop Pop had said.  It all seems to make sense to me now.   I am looking forward with great anticipation for the upcoming meetings yet to be revealed to me.  I want to do everything I can to be an integral part of this amazing journey!   Yours to count on, Dawn K.