Twelve Visions World

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I finally feel like I found a place were I can talk to people that see things in a new light. I always want to find the answers to things I can’t explain. I’m glad you commented back on that James. Thanks for helping me with this and thanks for showing me the text locations in the book. I try to keep up with my readings, but with my life being crammed with work and school I only get to read small sections of my heirlooms now. I love all of my heirloom books so much. I’m glad the society is here to help. Thanks for helping me understand what the cross really means. I still can’t keep it though. In a way, I kinda of reject the cross now. Not because of what it really stands for, but because its a symbol of a lie that no one outside of us sees. I had an awesome cross that I always carried around my neck. I loved it because it was a cross. Not because is was a symbol. One day I turned my cross into a symbol. I was tricked into thinking that the power in this symbol would save me from everything I couldn’t explain. After being in a world were the people I love and care about disappear without any cause, any reason or any real purpose, I realize that this powerful symbol, is in fact a lie. A lie that has been pulling me through life in a painful way. I hate my cross now. I can’t wear it. Evey time someone sees me with my favorite cross, they drown me in a higher power telling me things that I should apologize for. I wish I knew Mark, You and the rest of the society a long time ago. I probably would of kept to myself and kept my cross. That cross is carried by my mother now. But I still hate it. Because it’s not my favorite cross anymore, it’s that powerful symbol I hate so much! Maybe I will find another cross that I can keep to myself and know that I carry it to symbolize what Jesus really stood for. I love knowing the truth! I wish everybody knew it though.