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Like the comment posted above my own by Morgan Dyar. I am struggling to break away emotionally from civilization the antisociety. I want to be a part of the Neothink Secret Society but my fear and skepticism are holding me back. I can’t apply the information I am learning and I know how powerful it is. I’m reading it thinking this is the most amazing thing anyone has ever said. I know my Friday-Night Essence, I write poetry, I am amazing. I know that I have to be a self-leader and what it will take. Some fears are keeping me from achieving my destiny. I have addictions that keep me lazy and I have OCD. I spend so much time contemplating decisions I don’t take any steps. My payment for my third heirloom package was faxed 3 days later than the expiration date. I’m afraid I’ve f@#!ed myself over for the future. If I am not accepted I might flip out. I don’t know what I should do besides keep writing poetry. Sending it out for publication and reading it on stage has been exhilirating, and I didn’t start doing that until my first package. As far as wealth and business, I have looked into joining a company that I believe will enhance what I’ve been learning. But of course I have to get passed myself first. I’m really afraid I might have missed out on something I absolutely need, and I’m devastated by my lack of action even with enthusiasm. Please keep me here, you need me, I can offer great creativity and I have something to give to the world. The information is priceless and I’ve starting crying as I’m typing knowing how important it is; for me, for the entire world through me. I really do get it, but haven’t gotten it.
