The day before my 32nd Birthday I began a journey of self discovery, taking inventories of myself, repeatedly over the years, with the direction of a sponsor and a twelve-step program. Just as the people in the 12-step program had said, I was not going to recover until I did the 12-step work of the program. But, the lack of motivation as a result of undisciplined thinking that kept me from my school work and going to college, was keeping me from doing the work of the 12-step program, too. Until I reached the point of loneliness that only an alcoholic of my sort knows, I wasn’t willing to do what it takes to recover. I was no longer capable of taking an honest look at myself, my drinking, my behavior and so on…which is the most important part of recovery; honesty. For this, I needed a sponsor, a guide; someone that had been where I was and had “recovered from the seemingly, hopeless state of mind and body”, described in their text.
During the first five years or so, of my recovery, I studied and added to the “God, of my own understanding” or “Higher Power, as I understood him”. The latter two years of my recovery I consistently studied the faith of metaphysics, when one day I was approached by a 1st Class letter, in a way that grabbed my attention.
Mark Hamilton and Family, The Neothink Society, and The Twelve Visions Party has meant the world, and beyond to me and mine. I’ve received psychological freedoms as a direct result of the integrated-honesty, based, literature that whirls throughout my mind, cross-referencing with my existing schema, as everything takes on a new light; I feel as though a veil has been lifted and I’m finally seeing through much of the illusion-based information in yesterday’s and today’s world.
In closing, I’d like to mention that the upcoming Twelve Visions Party will be the Party to end the ruling-class and make everyone rich, including the poor.
Thank You, Mark!!!
Sincerely,
Gene K. W