The following is an excerpt from a letter I wrote to a girlfriend about why I am moving from my hometown in L.A. I am moving because of who I am. It is also a short testimony about how you and the Club have helped me stay safe and alive. You can use it if you want to…had to revise a little mysticism because she still believes in God…DP
As you know, I am trying to work online and become a millionaire. However, people in East L.A. are trying to sabotage my job. A pretty business woman and some of her friends have been watching me over here and have commented that I am very unprofessional.
People I live around are poor and are not interested in selling mortgages to me because they don’t have them and are trying to rob me instead. I am being unprofessional with my neighbors because I am not stupid. They are trying to steal my truck when they’re drunk and when I am on the road. I am trying to do business but they are trying to stop this by starting trouble in public. The people that do attempt friendliness come off wrong to me…people over here are not trying to deal with me as a business man but as a criminal. The Police leave me alone but the people act weird around me. We are clashing because I have different motives.
So the reason for the professionalism is because I have decided not to do business with these people here because they want to rob me. They don’t look at me as someone to sell a mortgage to or to see if they have a Government refund waiting for them on a early terminated FHA loan. They look at the $100 dollar bills signs on my my truck doors, they look at the diamonds in my money sign hanging from my rear view mirror, they look at the pictures of Paris and of Neothink and GIN hanging in my truck. They are trying to rob me. They are criminals who see money to rob. They want my money and my job, not business with me. But they also see my guns…
Again, I have decided not to do business with them because they are trying to rob me and are not looking at me as a business man, but as someone to victimize. Apparently, my business contacts and business mode mentality, i.e. my business image and style are higher than the culture I live around.
I am no longer a cholo but a business man and I have Mark Hamilton, Neothink, the Twelve Visions Party, GIN and the rest to thank for this new man in me. It clashes with the Chicano culture I live around. I changed a lot while I lived in ND for 8 to 10 years where they contacted me. In fact, last night, I found out that I was going through a transformation and spiritual growth to achieve a high characteristic. I grew out of my old man and nature, out of the prison and cholo in me…now I am not like that anymore and clash with the gang and parasitical culture here because I know how to make money, am honest, and have some very good online jobs.
Thus, I keep my customers online and I believe it is time to move for 2-reason: this morning my manager told me this morning that they are selling the hotel to a new owner and 2, this morning after that announcement, I went to visit my Mother and my Mother asked me if I want to move. But I did not mention that they are selling the building I live in. Whenever my Mother says things, she is always right. As the old saying goes, Mom is always right.
It feels as if my heart is dying to my old ways…and like a new man is being born inside…like that culture and life, i.e. being a bad ass and going to jail, just does not appeal to me anymore because I don’t want to be in jail and because fighting is contrary to growth. To do so would severely damage my new business mode mentality like killing myself when I don’t want to…
So I think it is time to move because I am no longer from their culture…it has been shed by my growth due to Neothink literature…I predict that if I stay in Bell, CA that in 30-days that I am going to start getting into fights because I am not one of them anymore…their culture has been uprooted from my heart by Neothink literature. I am a new man, honest and about business and making money to live an honest and happy life. My neighbors are not like this because they are parasitical.
See what I mean? These people are criminals that I live around and their minds are suppressed of creativity by the anticivilization to serve others, i.e. work for others instead of create the life they were meant to live. But Mark Hamilton taught me to do this. His books and my reading them, have recreated my heart and mind into another man. This change in me is a good thing and the suffering is showing me who I am so I accept it as part of my growth.
My ways are now superior to my Mexican neighbors and family’s just because I am now honest and want to work to become rich. This culture does not think like that. They want to work and are unhappy because they are always losing their jobs and crime is a part of their culture…dishonesty and crime are what Mark Hamilton and Neothink have shifted me from through the literature and communion.
A more stable and crime less environment is where I will move to…at least a richer neighborhood because when the neighborhood is rich, there is less crime and better friends to meet. I have nothing in common with the lower side of this town anymore…