Hello Mark Hamilton, First of all I just have to say thank you,thank you,thank you,sometimes I wish I could’ve had Neothink in my life when I was younger but for obvious reasons it was not the right time.From some of the other testimonials I have read I will have to agree with them when they talk about Mark Hamilton as the dad they never had because I feel the same way.My Dad taught me a lot of things but I never got the love or compassion like I have from MH and his Neothink teachings.Mark for the first time in my life in two and half years I have actually felt comfortable in my own skin,I am very glad I followed thru with the letter as I knew something was different that day.Being a Neothink apprentice has made me think a lot about my past childhood and the things I used to think about when I was growing up and because of MH and and his teachings many of them have been answered and more to come. Some of the other testimonial’s I have read from other apprentices talk about how they felt different and alone which is a mirror image of how I felt as a child ,even to this day my siblings still treat me different, I don’t think they have a clue I’m not the same person anymore,actually I think they are afraid of me because of their dishonesty in the past. The one thing I have had to get used to is the ability to see to the essence,I look at people differently now and I just think to myself  you people in the anti-civilization don’t have a clue what it can be and what life will be like in a Neothink world,after I read Miss Anaibelle’s Secrects I can’t wait .It’s taken some time but my wife has finally come around ,as the more I talk about Mark Hamilton the more it makes sense to her as she doesn’t like to world the way it is ,she just wishes it could change faster,I tell her to be patient.This is also something I found out that I am not the only one that’s had a problem with spouses and Neothink,my wife was pretty skeptical for a long while,and she still is,to some degree.I guess I was so excited about Neothink I sort of had her too inflated to start with.My wife told me at first “I thought you were going to all this help and I don’t see it”,she still holds it over my head because I haven’t gotten rich yet,but I’m still working on that. Mark, I don’t know when it actually occurred (sometime in the last two and half years since becoming a NT apprentice)I completely stopped thinking about death and funerals and such,I think this is a wonderful feeling because I used to have these thoughts every so often.I know I am looking forward to living forever,and I always worried about only having X number of years to live and not being able to do what I wanted to do in life, so again, thank you for that.(I think I probably have a pretty good chance of it as there is longevity in my family).I couldn’t get enough of that in Miss Annabelle’s Secrets,like the old people in the story ,I see that in my Mom’s retirement Apt. complex and I just say to myself these people could have it so much better some day once the two pillars of the anti-civilization are taken down. I, again, will have thank NT for freeing me of the guilt I have carried around much of my adult life as far as believing in in a fictitious god and the devil ,heaven and hell.I tried to believe but just couldn’t ,I went to my brothers church one time (Burien Community Bible Chapell ) when I was in my 20′s,I guess I didn’t fit in as they thought something was wrong with me? My sister even tried to get me to be a “good Christian” but gave up later on ,I still think she holds it against me for that,but I think they are the one’s who are lost.I didn’t even realize this until just lately, is that I used to worry about that if I didn’t do good things I would not go to heaven?? Someday my sisters and brother will get it,thru NT, as to this day they are still treating myself and my wife as black sheep but if they only knew now! Since becoming a NT apprentice I have:  finished remodeling and sold my second home and retired and moved back to the old homestead in the state of Montana and I am also now in the process of getting an invention on the market I have been working on for the past year. I have really enjoyed having Mark Hamilton and NT advantage in my life and couldn’t imagine myself without it ! Robert K.